Sometimes you just wait and wait and wait but that person will never like you back. I shouldn’t have shot my shot. I should have just left things alone.
im sorry to my exes after 2019. i am sorry. i wasnt ready, i was a fraud. i just wanted to feel loved and wanted. i am sorry i didnt heal for. my first heartache and it landed all of you in a situation. i am a failure. i hurt all of you and i didnt mean it.
i dont know if i like you. i met you twice. but god, the way you can make me feel vulnerable, the way you made me open up to you. i’ve never felt this way since my first girlfriend. my head knows you arent the one for me because i need someone who is certain. i have a high ego and i know it but it’s always been this way, ive been loved and accepted for who i am. i just wished you felt the same about me. you know? my heart mourns for your absence but my head is telling me this is the right thing to do. do you think about me? who are you talking to? how is she like? is she more engaging than me? she probably has better manners than me and i am sorry. for the time being, i’ll grief your absence because i’ve grown so attached to you within a couple of days. this is intense right? hahaha. but feelings are like these. thank you.
